i have decided to not return to this blog… tumblr is like a full time occupation and, quite frankly, i could not be fucked with it…
i have exams to study for and an exchange in germany coming up… i will not be coming back on my tumblr… please unfollow… im not deactivating just not using it. thankyou everyone for being so lovely in the time i had tumblr :)
ilyz and shitttttttt ♥

so suicide. it’s looking pretty good right now aye. nothing is really going right at the moment. i actually admire people who cut or who have the guts to actually kill themselves… if anyone has any tips/pointers feel free to send ‘em on through.
the best friend I had in my mum - lost to her new boyfriend/fuck buddy.
the best friend I had at school - lost to a whore who has nothing better to do than ruin my school life.
those two other close girls that know everything about me - just different.
the girl I’m going to germany with - lost to the same whore mentioned above.
who do I have left when everyone I rely on is leaving me. I can’t even go to my boyfriend - he’s four hours away from me.
so yeah, I always said I wanted to die young, why not now?
